Tragedi Oktober... #Sedih..huwaaa...

Tragedi Oktober 

Tak sanggup lagi aku
Mengenang kisah lalu
Keganasan menghantui diriku

Biarkan ia pergi
Menjadi suatu misteri
Bagaikan tiada hati yang peduli

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Apa yang telah terjadi
Tragedi Oktober

( korus )
Sesalan aku hanya untukmu sayang
Ampunilah segala dosa-dosaku
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Kekasihku...

Hanya satu ku pinta
Kujujuran darimu
Berilah peluang hidupmu

Aku rela bersama
Meranjau onak duka
Agar berkekalan hendaknya

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Apa yang telah terjadi
Tragedi Oktober

( korus )
Sesalan aku hanya untukmu sayang
Ampunilah segala dosa-dosaku
Bagiku kau bukanlah lawanku
Kekasihku...

Biarlah kisah aku di bulan oktober..menjadi suatu tragedi yg tak mahu aku ingat lagi..krn aku cukup terluka dgn ape yg telah berlaku..Ya, Allah..berilah aku kekuatan untuk mengharungi segala dugaan ini...Ampunkan aku..krn terlalu sygkan dia..sehingga kekadang aku seolah2 memaksa Mu Ya Allah..untuk menuruti kemahuanku..padahal..aku yg wajib menuruti kehendakMu..AMpunkAnlah dosa2 ku Ya Allah..Ku bersyukur atas sgala yg telah berlaku..telah mendekatkan lagi diriku padamu..

Restuilah Hubungan Kami

Yuhuu... i ve been bz with my office works here and there.. its not that i dont want to update, but dont know where comes those 'envy' people simply blocked the blog pages.. and now, sum1 special is going to fly to spain.. for 2 months.. i ll be counting the days starting today.. whatever it is..i ll be waiting for him.. Allah will always be with me. to him that i love, either u read this or not, i wish u Dont.. hhahahaha.. dont ever be afraid to do the right things. i m always by ur side.. Ok.enuf talking, i have to make a move. my aunt is waiting there.. at cheras. BRB..

OK. Im back.Arghhhhh….dunno hows da real life?i m facing now.got lots of fun ..when u can control the outer center of ur surroundings..trust me.it cums from one of the philosophers..said we r living in a circle.

ther are things that we need to know, n have control n self esteem on it.no matter wat happens n wat might u face..da most important thing is that u urself must have the authority to control all those surroundings.living ina dark circle..its actually living in a big circle..the things inside circle is in our own body (internal control) meanwhile the outer one is ur env,frens,job,families,an all sort of things happens outta our control.

however,

its all in ur own capable hands…jst need to plug in , n Go!..the message ere is..not to be influenced by any ppl out side there,,coz anything happends,they wont be the person to survive..but.YOU URSELF..so, stand on ur own pillars,dont u ever break it out, say the truth alwayz,no matter how,coz, life is jst in a short while,so,we need to do da best for our own life..lying, liar, n lie is jst a cause for certain uncomfortable or , i would say it sjst bcoz of da jealousy..it s so ridiculous..childish NO MORE!! so, think as a mature person.facts remains till end of life.No matter how close u r with any particullar buddy, bear in mind…dont let others to control ur heart…n dont simply trust wat u ve heard from ‘em, coz..who knows its actually jst a stupid way to split the new relationship which jst began..

Well….

REMEMBER!!! To Have Control to Ur Outer Cirle!! in the mean time, ur inner circle is always with u…Only then, u becum a successful BUDDY!!! Chaow!! :-))